Belligerent Feelings

Have you ever missed someone so much that all you can think about them. That's how I feel right now. How do you solve a problem like that if you can't see them until the weekend or you can't talk to them until the weekend. Isn't that the worst. So how do you solve a problem so big, when you can't stop thinking of that person no matter how you try to get them out of your mind they just stick. That's how I feel right now. Have you ever actually tried not to think about that person and because your trying so hard to not think about them, then you realize that you are actually thinking about this person while your trying not to. I just feel like there's no cure for this type of feeling, and exactly what is the feeling supposed to be someone let me know. It's like I can't stop, on every paper there's his name there's pictures of him everywhere how in the name of God do you stop thinking about somebody. Some say," When you can't stop thinking of some one there thinking of you too. " I hope that one is true because how would I really feel to know that the one person that I can't get off my mind isn't at all thinking of me. Luckily I know he is thinking of me just as much as I am him, but still how do you get rid of the developing attachments or the feelings that your just not ready to have or you are ready to have but your not sure of whether or not to put yourself out there and trust that person with your feelings or even if you want to feel what your feeling at all. Have you ever felt these type of emotions and wondered what they were and how to control them. Somebody help me! I'm so lost and confused and just utterly misunderstood by myself!